a good night song to myself (video)

Päätin nyt sitten lisätä yhen joulukuun aikoihin äänitetyn suruisen balladipätkän. Biisi on semi luonnosvaiheinen, eli video on enemmänki tuommonen jouluisen yksinrallattelun taltiointi ku mikään hiottu esitys, haha. Toivottavasti lausuminen ei tökkää teille pahasti korvaan. Niin ja tuolla lopussa meinas hiukan sanat unohtua, joten lyricsit löytyvät tästä selkokielellä:

I gave in

I told you those three words you've been waiting for

I let you win

But they didn't matter to you anymore 

Now i spent my nights here alone and without sleep

But that doesn't mean I still wouldn't dream these dreams... 

This is me singing a good night song to myself

And sometimes it makes me hear your voice in my ears again

I know I've waited far too long to tell you that I love you

Now I can just sing this song and hope you can hear me too 

At the same time

I've begged you to stay and go away

I don't have the right

I know - but I've said what I've said 

My lungs are empty now, they want to breathe no more

We never should have got into each other's within wars 

This is me singing a good night song to myself

And sometimes it makes me hear your voice in my ears again

I know I've waited far too long to tell you that I love you

Now I can just sing this song and hope you can hear me too

These word or notes will never tell you how much

It hurts to know I'll never matter to ya the way she does